Change is the only thing in life that is definate.

That is a fact of a life, a fact in which I despise.
I think it is kind of funny how for weeks things would seem great, seem as if life couldn't get better. Feel like you can touch the sky, and then BANG in an instant everything changes, for the worse. Especially when it has to do with a person.

Guys are really confusing, I seriously wish they understood how the little things they do hurt us ladies so badly. They are so oblivious to what they are doing to a point that it is ridiculous.
See I don't blame my problem entirely on guys, I put most of the blame on Oxytocin.

When guys 'hit it and quit it' as everyone calls it, it hurts. It hurts real bad....I don't understand how someone can for MONTHS, tell you how pretty, beautiful, and great you are, and then once they get what they want, they completely forget about you...they don't even TALK to you anymore.

Probably one of the worst feelings I have ever experienced.
I have never felt so used, worthless, ugly, and alone in my entire life.
Not only because of this 'guy' but because of many other factors in my life that seem to be building up on me. I feel like theres a weight of about 1000 pounds resting on my shoulders and no matter what I do to try and take my mind off of it all, it doesn't work.
Life seems to get harder and harder.

I'm not an idiot, I know that this is how life goes.
Filled with real bad times, and real good times.

And I know that once things start going really good again I'll probably forget all about what's happening right now. Lifes a big rollercoaster and I'm just unfortunate enough to be on the rough part of that rollercoaste.

Since we are using this rollercoaster analogy, I know i have to take a deep breath and wait for it to be over.

It's hard, life's hard.
Sometimes I wish I was five again, when life was simple.
Growing up really sucks sometimes.