It's been a while

So I haven't made a post in a long while.
Manly because my internet wasn't fully functioning.
Plus school's back in session and I am oh so busy learning.
Alot has been going on, me and erik haven't been seeing much of each other. I can sense our relationship going down the tubes.
I'm getting serious feelings for another boy, I don't think this is going to end well for neither me or erik :(
I wish I could stay happy with him , but I'm not so who Am I kidding?